all i want is you
not the fucking person you think you are
im so fucking tired of you thinking i judge you or under estimate you
when really, you are the one judging and underestimating yourself
i love you for who you are, not this perfect person you are trying to be
i want you here all the time
i want you voice in my ear constantly
but yet, i find my self lost in the silence you have placed me in
you’re so afraid to say the wrong thing
but im usually the one who chooses the wrong words
you are everything to me
idk what its going to take to get that through your thick fucking scull
idc what you look like
idc what problems you have
idc how much you weigh
or how many scars are on your arms
im so fucking tired of all these stupid fucking complications
please just stop!
its killing me!
why dont you see it?!
why cant you just stop and look at what is happening to us!?
are all these insecure feelings worth what we have?
i need you!
now more than ever!
and you still push and push and push me away!
i love you more than anything!
just come back…..
when the dentist tells you to open your mouth wide